I know it has been a hot minute since my last post... I have learned that I tend to let life alter my inner voice. I'm learning that I am the only one who has control over all reactions to life. This has been a hard learned lesson for me. During a shopping outage with my beautiful daughter Saige one evening, she shared with me how much she is loving her life...which was a nice huge hug to this momma's heart. She then proceeded to tell me why.."I don't feel attached to anything, but I appreciate everything." This I told her is exactly the way God wants us to live! I then just melted into that feeling.
Life has a fun way of throwing at us circumstances and people to show us where we still need to learn lessons about our own healing. It has taken me way too long to learn some lessons and maybe just the right amount of time. All in God's timing right. I can honestly wake up everyday saying "Good morning God, thank you for my life and another opportunity to walk through it another day."
Doing this right here and putting myself first has been my most challenging obstacle in my life. Sharing intimate thoughts and ideas have always been a sore spot. Thinking no-one is going to want to hear or care what I have to say has been a challenge. I guess I tend of think of myself as less then when it comes to talent or offering anything to this big beautiful World. This I am always working on. Even though I will always strive to find my North, I have learned through it all to truly see my own beauty and fully embrace myself for the first time in my life. I have also learned that maybe by just being me, this is my offering, and that is enough.
This year I have made a commitment to myself that I will honor the word and actions of "consistency"! Learning the true meaning of integrity is my goal. May we all hold our own hearts with warm regards and appreciate and honor our true selves.
xoxo